my faves

Top five movies
1. this is the end
2. pineapple express
3. warrior
4. the hobbit
5. pretty sweet

Top five song
1. better days - cam meekins
2. river runs deep - knowmads
3. codeine cups- juicy j
4. blessed - school boy q
5.homecoming- kanye west

top five skaters
1. sean malto
2. torey pudwill
3. paul r.
4. mike mo
5. luan olivera

top 5 longboarders
1. chance gaul
2. byron essert
3. patrick switzer
4. james kelly
5. g mac

top five artists
1. kendrick lamar
2. kanye west
3. school boy q
4. asap rocky
5. mac miller


WHATS YOUR FAVORITE?!?!?!?

welcome to the unknown

where are we?

whos to say this is earth?

why does falling hurt so bad?

why do we feel pain?

i want to know how the brain works. Do we even know how our brain works? Do we use all of our brain?

where do we go after this life?

why are we here?

why are people such fags?

why arent drugs legal?

why are there drugs?

how does a trail form?

when am i going to die? am i going to die? what if by the time we are older they have a potion or a solution to aging so we can live forever. that would be gnar. Why do we die? Do we die or go into another world, another life? 

how did someone figure out that if you hook this to that and that to this it would make a car go?

how do we get past a fear?

how do i get a girl to like me?

am i here for a reason?

why dont we have answers for these questions?

Wow

When does it end. When does it begin. Is there such thing as a perfect world? A perfect family? What is perfect? Just a word. A word that describes so much. We all have our problems. Problems that our families have. Problems that my family has that I don't even know about.

Problems I don't even know I had.

It seems like its all unfolding at once. Like there was a sheet of a beautiful sunset on a beach in the Caribbean and now its being peeled back to show who it really is. And its not pretty. Know we see who you really are. All your mistakes your thoughts your actions. Every thought that is behind every action. I can see why now that we hide it. Hide our true identities.

Why would you show something unpretty that is true if you could hold up something false to convince that everything is ok. A lot has happened. How did it come to this? How did we let it get this far without stopping?

Maybe he's right. Maybe I should give religion a chance. And not by just showing up but by living it. Actually living it. Its worth a shot. It can only get better.

Take the chance. Yolo might as well do it right.

Be nice cause everyone has their own baggage  to deal with. Maybe lighten it for them by being a friend.

the struggles of the average day....for me

Again today i came to the realization of what i want in this life. I want to be someone. I dont want to be a follower. But how do i become a leader. MAybe i was meant to be a follower. nope im not accepting that. I am coming to the realization that to be accepted is childish.

We are never going to see these people ever again after high school. So why is it important to be popular. its not but it is its hard to tell yourself that it doesnt matter... cause it does.

If you know people like you and things about you thats a huge self confidence booster. I have had days where i couldnt be myself cause i cared about what people thought but then someone lifted me up and its like i was a new person. i was doing things that i would not normally do because i was scared. i made friends cause of that. What would have happened if i never would have spoke up. I think that my world would be totally different. i would have had a different look at it. So all i want to say is thank you. Thank you for being that one person who had the courage to speak up and say something nice.

when do we start living

we are all going to die someday. The question is when. When are we going to die. When are we going to look death in the face? and there is only one question to answer

Are you ready?
         Are you ready to leave this place? have you lived life the way you wanted to? have you lived it to its fullest. If we are all going to die we shouldnt be scared of the little things like taking the chance to get to know a girl or doing something that excites you that is thrilling.

        We are all going to die. so why does it matter. why does it matter if we take risks? why does it matter cause we are going to leave this life anyway. There are two ways you can look at it. We are going to die so we should take risks and do what makes us happy or we are going to die soon so why should we take risks? Which one are you??!!!?

         I am the risk taker. We have limited time here so why go through it being afraid of talking to a girl or the little things like being accepted. Just be yourself and do what makes you happy. Life is not going to be worth your time to just go through the motions. CREATE. DO some thing you LOVE.

DONT BE A TOURIST

So all thats left is to ask yourself when you look death in the face.... Was it worth it?